I just feel worry this few day..
i just don't want to talk with my mother..
I just don't want to talk with my father...
i don't know why..
is that i'm angry that my parents don't want to buy me a camera..
i got to answer!
Yes,a bit..i'm angry them that don't want to buy me a camera..
Actually i also know that a camera cost 2K++ is not worth to buy..
2K++ can buy a lot of thing...
such as can buy a new laptop..
last Sunday..my sister suggest me to buy a laptop better than to buy a camera..
i just thinking and thinking..
but if now i buy the laptop..
also nothing to do one..buy for what?
better buy a camera...for hobby...can capture a lot of thing..
during your weeding..friends party..friends weeding..friends car photoshoot..
maybe after SPM..i go studio for learning the skill??
it looks more functional right??
and i'm not wanna you to take all of the money to buy the camera..
i also wanna to take about 800 to buy it..am i right?
today..i just continue my style..
don't want to talk with my father..
when a guest came and buy biscuit..my father ask me to take the key from my mother to take balance back to the guest and he continue and pack up the biscuit to the guest..
i just don't want to talk to him..just continue and pack the biscuit..
suddenly..he scold me '....' some vulgarity..
wow..i just don't want to talk to you?
you talk vulgarity to me?what's going on with you dad???
this make me feel that i hate you!!
my sister say that this Saturday will going to celebrate birthday with me..
having dinner with whole family..i just don't want to attend the dinner lah...
if you am i?what kind of feeling will you feel?
imagine that father talk swearword to you?can you all get the feeling?
i'm your son?you trear me like this?
really hurt lah...i just wanna to continue..don't want to talk with you..
i want you to know that..today you say something wrong to me!!
I need your amends!!...
never and never!!...will be my birthday become the most meaningless,unhappy,hopeless birthday in my life and mind?just go to wait...
KIEN'S BIRTHDAY..LEFT 5 DAYS...